Spanish translate please?

I care about you so much. I have to tell you something though..when you broke up with me that last time, i got really mad at you because my heart was broken and i thought there was no chance between us, and i know it sounds terrible, but i really wanted to hurt you....and i wanted revenge, and I think that it is not a good thing that i wanted to hurt you, so i promise to love you and think about you forever, but i cannot see you anymore. I will miss you. good-bye, martha